Life sucks like...I dunno what. The fucking moment you are born, your life is decided.
And for me, the fucking moment I'm born, I'm destined to have lousy teachers.
My name fucking sucks. I HATE my fucking name.
Now because of my name, I get to be under a slack and sarcastic like shit lecturer for FYP.
Just fucking kill me, ok?!
If this is the fuckin life you want me to live, how do I WANT to continue living in the first place?!
Fuck this. Fuck this fucking life of mine that's like heaven.
Yes, I know there are many people out there who are fucking worse than me.
I know their lives suck much more than mine.
But to me, every person's life has its own difficulty.
And if that's ever my life, then I'll just fucking kill myself as well. No diff.
You can't compare lives like this.
And I think I'll die either way.
I'm not gonna think about how fucking fortunate I fucking am ok?!
Just some stupid shit created by humans.
FUCK MY LIFE.
February 2005
